Polaroids: Psychiatric Hospital (Bangour) Triptych

Polaroids: Psychiatric Hospital (Bangour) Triptych
[Camera: Polaroid SLR 680 –  impossible project 600 film]

Photos taken at the now abandoned Bangour Village Hospital (psychiatric hospital, Dechmont, West Lothian, Scotland).

hospital (1)

Ribbons tied tightly
Around both wrists – reminds me
The hurt by your hand hospital (2)
Personality
Has been lost in lunacy
As the seasons changehospital (3)
Domineering might
Draw in, discourage, snuff out
Pulled towards ruin

Polaroids: Ass Tits Pussy Triptych

Polaroids: Ass Tits Pussy Triptych
[Camera: Polaroid SLR 680 –  impossible project bw film]

 

atp (1)Exercise restraint
Your nature is one season
Abominable

atp (2)

Watching you choke – I
Dream about breaking your heart
Life exhausting lust atp (3)Next days clothes looked out
Needlessly – should we complete
Our suicide pact

Polaroids: Flight Triptych

Polaroids: Flight Triptych
[Camera: Polaroid SLR 680 –  impossible project bw film]

flight (1)Take flight, escape, flee
And leave me as you found me –

undesirable
flight (2)Verification
Sought from any dripping cock
That tolerates you
 flight (3)Regulation of
Emotions – impossible
As time expires

Polaroids: Camera Club Triptych

Polaroids: Camera Club Triptych
[Camera: Polaroid SLR 680 –  impossible project 600 film]

Queen’s Park Camera Club (Glasgow, Scotland).[  http://qpcc.org.uk/  ]

camera club (1)

Find a neutral place
Unafraid of sentiment
Pouring hearts down drainscamera club (2)
A desire to shock
Turns the focus to my words
And not my actions
camera club (3)

Watch me – I am shook
Having become outlandish
The bathroom floor calls

Polaroids: Candle Wax Triptych

Polaroids: Candle Wax Triptych
[Camera: Polaroid SLR 680 –  impossible project b/w film]

 

candle 1

Burning at both ends
Casts more shadows in darkness
Than a light snuffed out

candle 2

Haunted by failure
Therapeutic bloodletting
Through creative veins
candle 3This elapsing life
“Remember me as a cunt”
’til death do we art.

Polaroids: Bric-a-Brac, Vintage Goods, Antiques Triptych

Polaroids: Bric-a-Brac, Vintage Goods, Antiques Triptych
[Camera: Polaroid SLR 680 –   expired impossible project BW film]

Taken at The Barras Market (Glasgow, Scotland).

barrasglasgow (1)

Maps plotted on skin
Travelling companions of
Hopelessness and pride
barrasglasgow (2)

Memento mori
Devastatingly aware –
Confront the absurd barrasglasgow (3)

The tarnished trophies
Of time spent trapped together
Will be left behind

Polaroids: Dominance Triptych

Polaroids: Dominance Triptych
[Camera: Polaroid SLR 680 –  expired impossible project monochrome film]

Took these Polaroids of a friend on Impossible Project red & black monochrome film.

dom_set1 (1) v2Pay lip service to
Other hearts – wrap actions in
False Naiveté
dom_set1 (2) v2

Secret shame wishes
Delivering abuse through
Humilation
dom_set1 (3) v2Depressing display
Defiance shaped – garnering
Adverse reactions

 

Polaroids: Abandoned (Berlin) Triptych

Polaroids: Abandoned (Berlin) Triptych
[Camera: Polaroid SLR 680 –  expired impossible project bw film]

Photos from Berlin, Germany – March 2017

abandoned (1)Tiptoe on the edge
Of acceptability
A new box unlocked

abandoned (2)Withdrawn respect means
I’ll be more unbearable
Spite never plateaues

abandoned (3)Design actions to
Strong-arm maximum outrage
Find a false saviour

 

 

 

 

Polaroids: Repetitive Visual Stimulus Triptych

Polaroids: Repetitive Visual Stimulus Triptych
[Camera: Polaroid SLR 680 –  impossible project film]

eyeball (1)Terrible nature –
Spirits enhance these obscene
Crepuscular rays
eyeball (2)

“Hold me I want death…”
Outlandish statement tweets to
Garner attention
eyeball (3)Deliberating
Repute while at peace with my
Immorality

 

 

 

 

 

Polaroids: These Things Triptych

Polaroids: These Things Triptych
[Camera: Polaroid Silver P –  expired original polaroid film]

Found a late 90s Silver P Polaroid camera with film still loaded in from round about 2001.  These are the results.

home (1)These things we collect
Meaningless ephimera
Of a wasted life home (2)Messages to you
Lurking within these photos
Remain unnoticed
home (3)

Unsent love letters
Everything I never said
Clog my arteries